Requiem for the love

She thought I would forget her with every passing days,

like a shadow,

would disappear behind the cloud of purple haze.

She thought she was just a passerby,

with an ease,

would become stranger with little cry.

She intended to leave, like she would be for the seas, just another wave,

oblivious, that she would leave scars to accompany me in the grave.

When giving my all wasn't enough,

And my golden affairs kept turning blue,

Like how the beautiful morning dew disappeared,

Belittling the glory of sunrise hue,

There I sit staring at you, mesmerised,

Knowing how much I love you,

For simply loving me.

"When we drifted apart, she cried a little, but I died a lot more"

"There are people who know me. And then there are people who think they know me. "

"Have you ever realised how difficult is it to accept that you don't matter to someone who matters so much to you?"

"What diversity in people you wonder?

Everyone is just skin and bones, fat and thin, 

with dreams and regrets, love and ponder. 

Little sadness, little numbness and few glory it holds,

while the dilemma to fly beyond yonder,

or choose small pleasures, takes its toll. "

-Hijas Shrestha

"I made memories with her, something I will never be able to forget in my lifetime, and she will never remember." 

"Heart breaks. Dreams die. Passions wear out. You die a little growing up. Part of life. No big deal."

"Real me lies beneath the layers of artificial coating of myself. So deep even I can't find it sometimes."

"When we learn to take pain we learn to tolerate, we learn to compromise. Trick is to learn to take pain but not compromise."

"If you are simply reminiscing past memories and not creating new ones, its a lost friendship. There's no point to it. Its poisonous."

"My cynicism is the outcome of the belief that we don't last forever and we don't really matter. And my lack of enthusiasm for a greater good is the result of my cynicism."

"Success, and making contributions to the society, are corresponding angles. And geometrically speaking, degrees equal therefore."

"I became successful only when I cared no more about it."

"I wanted money to do things I wanted to. But as I started making money, I only wanted to do things that made more money. "

"Our priorities are so different that it's beyond conversation. And we co-exist quietly till the point of separation."

"If passion won't drive you, frustration will. But you will only go one direction. So, it better be passion."

"Life is meaningless. I couldn't find the purpose of my life nor make one, for it wouldn't make sense. I did absolutely nothing. I did nothing to the very point where I couldn't do nothing anymore. And then I opted out of life."

"I tried the path of consciousness. But happiness lies in being lost." 

"I feel like enjoying the exoticism of the orient, before i dive deep into the jungle of concrete."

That i think of, Isn't not being a feminist, a crime?

"I have been lucky enough to witness people who went from rugs to riches and vice versa. And therefore believe that anything is possible."

"Maybe you gain skills which not everyone possess, only when you go through experiences not everyone undergo. "

"Everyone dreams of a perfect world. Some work on to make it. Smart assess migrate. " 

"What good are the condolences made to the dead? I wish to get my condolences a day before I die."

"Try drugs, alcohol or smoking. Nothing is addictive like freedom!"

"How good can a culture be that need be preserved? Self flourishing culture is the best culture."

"Quantity can be deceptive. Always talk on percentage."

"Never forget Icarus. For flying men always fall in an hour of arrogance"

"But I don't want to die. Cause the dead don't have memories, to remember those good beautiful memories."

"The unit alone doesn't matter. It's in the unity that each unit is significant. "

"How adventurous would it be to murder someone. And yet you will never do that. Doesn't that kill u inside?"

"It's not dad's decision, not mom's, not wife's, not sisters', not brothers', not mine. The decision is ours."

"We feed our arrogance, and with intention. I just said we. Well we do that." 

"I didn't save your life, to kill you everyday. You are free to go."